Depressed? Have Your Alters Tag Team You Sexually!

by: enyo, Arini, Brick

posted on February 7, 2025

Content: A spontaneous little scene that happened between the three of us; enyo got topped by Arini and Brick for the first time. This retelling discusses penetration and masturbation at length and in detail.

It started with a spontaneous jerk off session. The fantasy that had prompted it had been focused on Arini, so I expected it to switch with me (enyo) at some point during that. Definitely within normal limits. I laid back with my thighs spread, knees bent so I wouldn't cum too quickly, and idly toyed with our dick. As the fantasy got more and more detailed, I felt my awareness and perception of it start to change.

Arini sunk into its fantasy. Fantasizing about itself is one of its favorite erotic past times. As it added details, visual focus, and sensory focus, it heard its own flavor of Chameleons sounds come out of its mouth, and knew it was here. It kept its thighs parted, spread wide, wondering if it could make itself cum in a different position with enough persistence. The usual way is the muscle memory of enyo, after all.

Arini tried many different ways to touch itself. In its exploratory pleasure, it even took out its phone and recorded a video for its submissive. By the time it sent the video, it saw the sign off emojis of its others being in the message, which felt correct, and knew that its others wanted to send the video as well. enyo was still here, and Brick had arrived.

As its fingers roamed, it found two of them pressing the entrance of its cunt and curling inside, pressing on the spongy tissue on the upper walls. It rubbed its cock from the inside this way. Wanting more, it took up the purple bullet vibrator and pressed it to the cock outside also. But it found that its puny human fingers were not long enough for what it craved now, and hungered for more. These ones possess a large monster dildo, the dragon dick that is cloud colored, and this is what Arini wanted. After all, this Arini loves intense sensations, and it is rarely on the receiving end of penetration. Also, it knew that using this would train the hole of these ones to take more in the future. With Brick having such hunger of this thing, Arini was delighted to be an ally to its other. So, it procured this one, rolled a condom onto it, and started teasing the entrance of its cunt again.

There are very few things in the world more irresistible to me (Brick) than the sensation of an almost-too-big cock pressing against our hole. I heard my voice come out of our mouth in an instant, moaning for it, delighting in that delicious burn of not enough cunt juice and too much dick. Even though Arini and I have paused our power exchange dynamic, habits are persistent. I don't remember exactly what I said, except for just wanting it, and I remember saying something out loud to enyo. He responded out of our mouth in reply: "how do you do this, oh, fuck, oh--"

I got swept up in it. I did what I love doing most: I pushed the dildo in, forcing our hole to open and stretch and take it. I felt the bulging part in the middle of the shaft press against our walls and whimpered.

In the mix of the pleasure of three people came the unmistakable shrinking coldness of enyo's hurt feelings. They said something, I can't remember what, as they tried to push it aside. Wasn't having that. They and I let go of the dildo. They picked up the phone and opened our discord server.

enyo: So like. I really did wanna jerk off y'all. Feelings are a little hurt. I’d like the dopamine release too.

Arini: Arini was tempted by the ease of the dildo. And the benefit of opening the hole more also. It felt good inside to have something. It did not intend to push you aside in favor of Brick. It is sorry to have hurt your feelings.

enyo: Thanks. I mean it does feel good to have it inside. Just. Yeah. I think the dick shoving inside maneuver is a brick maneuver.

Brick: Sorry.

enyo: You didn’t do it on purpose. Why wouldn’t you come out front for your favorite thing? I kinda didn’t wanna admit my feelings were hurt. Because you were enjoying it so much and I could feel how incredible it was for you to have Arini shove that inside us. I wanted to enjoy it with you. But yeah. My feelings are hurt.

Brick: Are you seriously feeling bad about it

enyo: I mean kinda? Now we’re lying here with the dick in here and I do wanna get off but I also wanna get off as you but I wanna get off as me too. Ya feel?

Brick: Yea. This is your body you know. You should also get to feel pleasure in it. Just cuz Arini switched with you during the jerk off doesn’t mean you shouldn’t get anything out of it.

Arini: How can your others make this better? It notices the cock is still inside.

enyo: I mean yeah. It was hard work to get it in. I don’t wanna pull it out! The pain-pleasure thing inside the hole doesn’t work for me. But I don’t wanna take it away from Brick.

Brick: Dude I can get that any time.

enyo: Right but. I was enjoying you enjoying it. Oh typing that made us hard again.

Brick: It feels good inside. It really does.

enyo: I think you're… you’re very powerful. Compared to me. Example— this situation. Um. I’m finding that pretty hot.

(Context: we’ve been reflecting over the last months on how Brick has an unmistakable and heavy presence. And how between the three of us we’d say he has the most forcefulness. )

Brick: Do you like the idea of me overpowering you ?

enyo: I do.

Brick: Are your feelings still hurt?

enyo: Yea a little but our cunt is throbbing and. Oh my god. Fuck.

Brick: It’s okay. What do you want?

enyo: I want to figure out what my actual wants are? Like I don’t wanna be like “ohhh it’s fine” yknow. But right now ohhhh our cunt throbbing. Ohhhhh fuck. Umm. I think part of why I initially didn’t stop it is cuz this does feel good. Yes my feelings are hurt a little but I know it was an accident but also the idea of you two overpowering me like this is fucking turning me on. Wow. I wanna keep going. But this kinda counts as negotiating up during a scene. But I do NOT wanna stop. Feels like I won’t get another chance like this for a long time. Wanna follow the serendipity. Wanna see where it goes.

Arini: Then this one can check in with you some. Your spontaneity is brave. What a good boy you are. What a good boy. What a good little plaything. Sweet little doll. Sweet little doll. When you front this cunt gets so small and fragile. Poor little thing. But big strong Brick can take it for you. No problem. Right?

enyo: Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Arini: Your whimpering is sweet candy to this one. Beautiful boy so yielding with the strong feelings. Precious intense emotions. Surrender to them and allow your others to care for you. It is big. It is big and you are small. That’s ok. You can be small and vulnerable to this one. You can be small and vulnerable. You can let Brick take this for you. (Brick ?)

Brick: (Yeah that’s kinda doing it for me I think. Willin to experiment lol) Can we fuck ourself now please. This dick is driving me nuts.

enyo: PLEASE. Words not good.

Brick: Oh I got the gist, pillow prince. Just lie back and take it. You’re OK.

We didn't have enough hands to keep talking with text after that. I (enyo) let Brick and Arini guide our hand. The dildo pressed inside us again. It's way bigger than what I'd normally take. That thing had been an aspirational purchase years ago, when I didn't understand that "small" on a website that sells monster cocks is subjective. It's something I use on size queens who don't share a body with me. It's something Brick uses on himself. It's a size he wants to work past and a size that is almost always beyond my limit.

It burned. I felt Brick's arousal at how much it hurt, felt that masochist part of him go nuts. As I type this now, my heart flutters when I think, "he's strong, he's so strong," as I remember consciously deciding to surrender to that part of him. On the flip side, the neat thing about sharing a body with said masochist, who's shared a lot of masturbation muscle memory with me for over a decade, is that he knows what I like. He-- and Arini? It's kind of a blur from this point -- ground the cock inside at first, opening me with it. We all share certain erogenous zones, and both of them exploited that as Brick got more excited and started thrusting the dildo. Slowly at first, just enough for the base of it to slam our body and make our ass cheeks jiggle. It's a good thing we don't share walls with anybody, because that got me moaning too loudly to pass off as anything but... well, the ecstasy of getting fucked my a sadist and a masochist who share a body with me. I played Arini's fantasy in our head again and again. I know it was me, and not it, because of how I struggled to keep the focus on it and the intense pleasure-pain in our hole.

Full disclosure: everything from here that I/we describe to you is an approximation of what happened. Like, doing our best to describe and fill in detail gaps with how we know each of us felt in retrospect. that's the thing about one of us fronting; generally, we'll remember whatever happens from that perspective. So, Arini and Brick are going to have the clearest memories of what I was experiencing of them topping me, and how I sensed them feeling, from my point of view.

I wanted to come so badly at this point. It was intense. It wasn't something I could savor, no, I had to gobble it up ravenously. No other option even crossed my mind. I knew the other two were encouraging me in some positive way and remaining steady, but I couldn't tell apart who was doing what, even though they had not become blended with each other. This is a point where Brick could clamp down, twitch on the dildo a few times, and then explode. Not me. I had to focus, hard. I focused on the fantasy. I focused on the sensation. I focused on Brick's masochist pleasure-pain burning our cunt, his pounding heart, his perverse and wonderful fixation on being ripped in half. Even having consented to being allegedly overpowered, I felt their love and care. We're pretty sure Arini forgot to check on me, too, but that's okay. We were all in it by that point.

Compared to when Brick is getting penetrated, my command of our cunt muscles is not as determined or focused. He gets penetrated by pulling in, while I get penetrated by opening up and yielding with just enough muscle tension to cum. It's so much effort when I'm stretching my capacity like that, and this time was no exception. I felt them both gently teasing me for it. Arini teased me being a sweet delicate object surrendering to instinct. Brick teased me for how much I wanted him to overpower me so easily.

All of us locked into our body, bucked, tensed, and vocalized in our own ways when we came. That's another neat thing about sharing a body: you can cum together, every time. Now I'm/we're sitting here in a dopamine haze, typing this, a little sleepy, warm, finally in a good mood, with some reprieve from the shitty mental health episode we've been having.

So, I guess if you’re having a depressive episode, you can treat it by having your alters sexually tag team you.

And it was thanks to enyo choosing the serendipity, spontaneity, and a little risk. Trusting that these others would not hurt them. And these others trusting their willingness to risk, and trusting their yes.